[00:00.52]Sometimes I wish I could be a butterfly
[00:09.04]Flying by, flying high
[00:12.02]Sometimes I have visions of suicide
[00:21.04]Take it away, help me erase
[00:24.08]Oh yea, oh yea
[00:33.05]Why don't you take it away, help me erase
[00:36.15]Oh yea, oh yea
[00:48.08]I'm just a young ************* that noone knew
[00:51.47]I grew alone to be alone is nothing new
[00:54.02]With the whole world in front of me
[00:57.28]Wrote this song here for the ************* that front on me
[01:00.02]And *************s that stunt on me
[01:01.43]I walked the school halls they would call me a wannabe
[01:04.28]I did the small shows that nobody would come to see
[01:07.28]I gave in to madness I would cave in to sadness
[01:10.03]I would only imagine that
[01:12.08]I'd become a ************* like this
[01:14.15]I'mma chase my dreams with a suicide wish
[01:17.17]All these mother******s treat me like a side dish
[01:20.06]They come like the crystals when I'm making acid
[01:23.75]When I ain't had no friends I was on my grind
[01:26.06]I cannot pretend, got my dividends
[01:28.04]As a middle man
[01:29.51]Now I can make a fam I can cop a benz
[01:32.14]Ain't no stopping him
[01:33.31]Under pressure from the evils up above
[01:35.61]Sometimes I wish I could be a butterfly
[01:44.88]Flying by, flying high
[01:47.35]Sometimes I have visions of suicide
[01:56.79]Take it away, help me erase
[01:59.05]Oh yea
[02:00.27]*************' ************* you don't like me
[02:01.59]You're just using me
[02:02.57]All this friendliness is new to me
[02:04.41]Who are you to me?
[02:05.65]When them highschool parties got to jumping not including me
[02:08.53]I don't trust nobody now 'cause everybody cool with me
[02:11.70]But you just want what I got
[02:13.67]But when I needed rides never had a spot
[02:16.26]But look at how them tables got them nice turn tops
[02:19.77]It's time for you to wonder if I ************* with you or not
[02:22.51]You are not, you are not
[02:24.06]Claim you're real but you are not
[02:25.31]And since I left the 285 a ************* learned a lot
[02:28.74]The wicked make it in this game the real ones they do not
[02:31.71]So all my heros fake and all my idols false and forgot that
[02:35.08]They're the only reason I was breathing
[02:37.61]When I was fourteen I was thinking 'bout leaving
[02:40.31]Alone up in my room with guitars every weekday every weekend
[02:44.10]And a hand full of pills nobody knew about my secrets
[02:47.03]Sometimes I wish I could be a butterfly
[02:56.24]Flying by, flying high
[02:58.76]Sometimes I have visions of suicide
[03:08.08]Take it away, help me erase
[03:10.74]Oh yea