[00:00.000] 作曲 : Aaron Dessner/Ed Sheeran
[00:01.359] Is this just gettin' older?
[00:03.260] I can't get away from this rain
[00:05.047] I'm startin' to think that it's me
[00:06.737] And I wanna just create things
[00:08.036] But the longer it takes, I feel drained
[00:09.972] Can't remember a day I've been sober
[00:12.260] Not in a place to take blame
[00:14.197] Any more weight, I might break
[00:15.763] Tell me, do you feel the same?
[00:17.304] Guess we all go the same way
[00:19.129] I'm in a bit of a mess here
[00:21.380] I count to ten and I hope to disappear
[00:23.783] I never I did my homework
[00:25.782] Could I have been more than this?
[00:27.395] Findin' a way to exist
[00:29.024] Within a world with no risk
[00:30.627] Forcin' a shoe that won't fit
[00:32.550] I spend most the days stoned
[00:34.586] And makin' excuses for it
[00:36.273] Sayin', \"It helped to write this\"
[00:38.061] But on the real, I'm tight-lipped
[00:39.695] Shootin' the shot that I'll miss
[00:41.076]
[00:41.833] And it's so far from near
[00:43.720] Why the hell am I still here?
[00:45.496]
[00:46.228] This is not the end of our lives
[00:48.311] This is just a bump in the ride
[00:50.322] And I know that it will be alright
[00:52.579] And if it's not, then we're ****ed, aren't we?
[00:55.149] I can't help myself but cry every time that I realise
[00:59.243] Maybe I'll never find my smile
[01:01.623] But who's to blame? Well, that's on me
[01:03.178]
[01:04.336] Well, that's on me, well, that's on me
[01:07.777]
[01:08.584] Now that the weather is colder
[01:10.729] Nothin' is maskin' this pain
[01:12.245] The summer was here, but won't stay
[01:13.848] And we are inside, like, all day
[01:15.574] Regrettin' the things that we say
[01:17.241] And it takes a toll, yeah
[01:19.607] The conversation won't end
[01:21.309] Bein' a rock for your friends
[01:22.937] Cracks in the surface don't mend
[01:24.603] We only break, we don't bend
[01:26.537] And you'd think it was so clear
[01:28.883] But I can't see nothin' but the fear
[01:31.211] I'm feelin' so bloated
[01:33.049] Thinkin' a salad won't do
[01:34.774] Might as well open up two
[01:36.278] Lockin' myself in my room
[01:38.067] Hopin' that this'll end soon
[01:40.078] And no one will notice
[01:42.003] What I will put myself through
[01:43.778] 'Cause they will hate themselves too
[01:45.368] Isn't it mad what we do?
[01:46.977] Pretendin' to win, but just lose
[01:48.086]
[01:49.159] And it's so far from near
[01:51.317] Why the hell am I still here?
[01:52.636]
[01:53.240] This is not the end of our lives
[01:55.516] This is just a bump in the ride
[01:57.661] And I know that it will be alright
[01:59.869] And if it's not, then we're ****ed, aren't we?
[02:02.420] I can't help myself but cry every time that I realise
[02:06.453] Maybe I'll never find my smile
[02:08.661] But who's to blame? Well, that's on me
[02:10.634]
[02:11.460] Well, that's on me, well, that's on me
[02:15.259]
[02:15.974] Too many things on my mind
[02:17.997] To process moments of life
[02:20.254] There's some days I lose my drive
[02:22.544] Then, some, can't control the fire
[02:24.592] I'm aware that things take time
[02:26.972] But I'm not a patient guy
[02:29.192] Maybe, if I wait, I'll find
[02:31.301] Resemblance of peace of mind
[02:32.892]
[02:33.804] This is just gettin' older
[02:35.864] Runnin' away from our past
[02:37.441] Knowin', the calm, it won't last
[02:39.167] Bein' a mouse in this grass
[02:40.844] Feelin' the snakes behind us
[02:42.769] And I'm searchin' for closure
[02:44.643] But nothin' is healin' these scars
[02:46.496] When I open up, they just laugh
[02:48.146] Sayin' if they had just half
[02:49.675] Then nothin' would ever be dark
[02:51.069]
[02:51.659] Is it, \"New me, new year\"
[02:54.005] Or just the same old blue sphere?
[02:55.659]
[02:56.060] This is not the end of our lives
[02:58.428] This is just a bump in the ride
[03:00.562] And I know that it will be alright
[03:02.658] And, if it's not, then we're ****ed, aren't we?
[03:05.224] I can't help myself but cry every time that I realise
[03:09.358] Maybe I'll never find my smile
[03:11.686] But who's to blame? Well, that's on me
[03:13.920]
[03:14.376] Well, that's on me, well, that's on me
[03:18.829] Well, that's on me